§huffles` Memories
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Sunday, February 15, 2009 ( 5:37 AM )
14 Feb.... wad a V'day
a day i been planning, looking forward to when i am in camp....
a day where i graduated from BSLC KILO coy..
wad a happening day..
ME! LEE HONG NANG juz screw it up!
for god sake.. i feel i am such a failure sia...
not i wan to be negative but tats nth else i can say....
Wad so great finishing 28km proudly?! wads so great abt parade..
i am posted to ASLC ECHO coy.. wads so great abt tis either..
SIgH.. irritating army adminstrative...
sad V'day experience i gave to my love one.. myself...
When i tot i could do something different, the difficulties increase.. the hope sunk directly...
i am so speechless now.. juz now... later on.. sian...
useless hN la.....
isnt simple life good enuff o.O
army really fuk up?! Some time dunno whether it helped me or mess up my life...
so confused now sia...
Am i still doing the right thing the right way?
i juz hope for smiles smiles n smiles.. i wan to excel in all aspects..
i work very hard in army.. those sweats n injuries r worth it...
please my on-going day.. ARMY! SAF everything pls dun mess up my life =(
i feel so miserable when my time was use wrongly...
so wrong... wrongg....
i am looking FAR AHEAD FAR FAR AHEAD!!!!
i am working hard.. i know myself..
i am confident i can do it!!!!!
those little obstacles r nth! nth! i not giving up!!!
i not girlish! i am not!
i care for u... i love u...
i believe my hidden effort will pay off..
Muacks.. for the GREAT ONE i will STRIVE!!!!