Hiiee I am back home =|
went out morning
home morning.. haha..
school sucks big time... sometime i was thinking if i dun go school wad can i do? o.O but i know its stupid thought.. sian..
i felt so despair.. so many 25th letter of legendary alphabet floating in my head..

Sometime i was thinking.. if i dun assume.. who can i get the ans from..... no one can give u ans.. the god or demons dun giv a damn.. u juz need to find out urself...

Sometime i was thinking.. [big to small.. small to none] make any sense? to u maybe..
to me seems purely like a myth hidden dark inside the cave..

issit really necessary to cast fire bolt n turn ur back to such extreme.. it is so strange..
maybe i kick the wall, a brick hit my head and i got the ans..

its been awhile since i listen to my past time favourite TWINS' song.. suddenly still as before got hook up by tis song so much.. so sweet so touching... its in my playlist 2nd song..
listen up to near ending.. u get to hear something nice
'Nobody is like u, can love me lik tat.. Now n foreva u r my best friend... when i cry u always be there for me.. giv me happiness and satisfactory, a sweet christmas smile =)'

event for today.. some studies some relaxing dota some workup n some proj..
signing off..
Best wishes hN
miss u..



A confused world of misery

'Good' Night

o.O Its too late to aologise...

’m holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I’m hearing what you say
But I just can’t make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...
You tell me that you’re sorry
Didn’t think I’d turn around and say..

That it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late

I’d take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat
(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it’s turning blue
And you say
Sorry like the angel heaven let me think was you
But I’m afraid

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
Woahooo woah

It’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, it’s too late
I said it’s too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it’s too late to apologize, a yeah

I’m holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...

today is wednesday.. a very HOTwed =(( stayed home almost whole day..
managed to finished fyp proj...
bravo~~!
need to do another proj though..
later gonna start some studies.. waa tough o.O
JIA YOU JIA YOU


last week fri... went to find darling at west coast park.. she having class BBq there... haha
after tat went shimu home mahjong dao sat morning...
lost n won money but overall lost o.O

thn got badminton.. after tat dinner at newton cirus.. whoa!~ shiokness.. after tat went marina find da jie.. where we chill up at swesen... after tat our plan to west coast park destroyed by raining =((
these weeks is pure stewpid stewpid...




YO!!! happy Sunday!!! 20 July.... family day? outing day? no no no... i spent my day sleeping n relaxing ^^ juz came back from lunch wif darling... shes working =(( damn... shes so great n hardworking... thumb up!*

yepp... yest Sat 19th was pretty fruitful day for me... Early Morning... met team n went down Mount Faber Safra for compy... some updates wif my compy...
First match we, [A]ttitude gaming won Fraternity.. its was us ' wl cw ts sf vs' fighting against their 'dk necro brood onmi qop'
we won the game quite reasonally fast as we controlled almost the whole game... i was the ts[tormented soul]

Resting after our first match.... we chat watch other ppl playing n wet to a nearby wet market for breakfast.. the food suck =) haha..

nxt our team went back to support hime.. shes playing for asterisk* ... unfortunately.. defeated..

nxt up... xTc vs [A]ttitude Gaming~!

we played n againn our game was commentated by ref..
yes! Soloz made cover for our game...
full battle report is at here.. http://www.dotasg.com/forums/showthread.php?t=2776
[A]ttitude Gaming wif heroes 'Qop wl cw ts rk' fighting against their 'tb potm zeus necro tidehunter'
we are controlled by them =( we lost almost all engage.. damn it at ard 30min of the game.. my com suddenly DISCONNECTED!!!! haha.. end up 4v5 fight til the very end... 7min later we exchanged gg thn game ended.. we lost to xtc =(
here got 2 snapshot of our team..



Full album of day 1 compy at mount faber can be found at http://www.dotasg.com/album/WCG_Safra2008/Day%201/slides/IMG_2545.html

Thus.. our team ended in top 16 wif no title :(
after tat.. i went to find darling....
know wad?
Its me n ling 13th mth anniversary!!! love You sweetheart =DDDDD haha..
evening went to JP arcade play play... win dao a Xbox The hulk game wif is totally useless to me -_- haha.......
Nxt went dinner wif Shimu.Siewleong,guanling n mal at Fish n Co.....
was celebrating Mal's bdae.. but only few of us dinnering =))
its not end of the day yet... its still too early to end the fun...
Next.. leonard,khaheng,meiyan,liew joined us.. we went for movie
'THE DARK KNIGHT'

the movie was ard 2.5hr long.. omg its really dam cool dam nice =))) thumb up for me... however, its opposite for my darling.. HAHA she din lik it very much or rather confused abt the show... 1 thing to praise.. she managed to keep her eye not close for the entire show o.O i enjoyed movie very much wif ling beside me ^^
After the show.. rong er n coach came n meet us n Jp.. there we set off for supper!!! to where?
Yes! Geylang!!!!!! maybe u can say i sua gu but i guess its was my very first official visit there... to not only supper but see Chicks! LOL!!!
my darling r very much more enthu than me in seeing those chicks-.- haha..
well good experiences on how hot is geylang in night life..
after we fed our eyes wif so many babes n 'act-babe' we went to heal our tummy wif some porridges/rices.. yum..
Home Sweet Home at 3am..

BYE off to do some proj ^^


Whew... its friday.. not the 13th but its 18th having a feeling lik its a 13th..
i am reached home from work... felt shaggy..
i did something so stewpid today.. but simply still.. i did it =X

there.... i watched hellboy'2' during my break.. well.. its was pretty cool nice.. but i din enjoy it even i like it.. haha...

well i off for some training.. tml having compy early in the morning..
haiz.. feel abit too despair o.O

cant bother to blog so much now but i guess i had alot to voice out...

i need to fix it..
JY [A]ttitude Gaming

Its tuesday... the 15th!!!! Oh damn.. i tot i promised myself my darling not to pon again.. but my body seems to be betraying me.. i pon my early part lessons but i still went sch at 1pm for practical =)

Seriously... i feel only practical lessons r kind of helping me to learn only.. as other lessons juz like me doze n doze n float in the air o.O

Sighz... Time passing fast.. i got too much things to handle.. too too far much... i guess i bad in managing my own time =( but i hope i can fix it fast enuff by myself.. tats how i can be happy for the nxt day....

Some past pics over the weeks...
Friday 11th july.. was working in suntec... ling came find me after her sch..
we shared tis wonderful icecream...

we found it randomly along citylink..
they Mixing icecream..
n we taking photo```













Sat 12th.. bad one.. haha



Sunday 13th.. Ling work whole day.. i guess my little effort make her feel more comfortable =)
thus.. barefooted home...


She look drunk-.-




n these r some old event.. Jie Ying's bdae at Central' Fish Market..

ling is 'pregnant!'!! gosh


Shared tis seafood platters wif darling...

WHOA.. tis is real dam NICE!!! no Joke~
we finished it..

I had not enuff... i went n help out other ppl's platter.. HAHHAA
me n lexter..


END of Pics for now... Now currently working closely on my fyp.. n training for incoming compy.. wcg safra.. which is tis coming saT!! whee..


I PON my lesson today.. Oh great! =DDD
1 week hhad pass.. n my darling finally back from her holiday from msia over the weekend =)

hIghliGht of weekend..

5th June Sat i got my dota wcg compy at Funan IT mall... its group stage fight...
We won both game in our grp stage allowing us to proceed TOP 16 fight the nxt day... 6TH
Look.. some snapshots taken by their admin.. tis is my team.. [a]ttitude gaming =D Cheers..










after my compy.. i went down for my badminton.. dao night mhj wif shimu them at her home..
was so tired alrdy.. haha
but the day had not ended...
ard 10+ i went down to clark quay pubbing wif 2 of my team mates.. Hime n Shana, the rest r hime's friends...
we ton our night there... slacking slacking...
the nxt morning.. we suppose to report back at funan for our top 16 playoff at 8.30
alrite we r there.. but shana was so shag.. haha
so am i >.<"

well tragic happened.. the marshalls freaking ban me from playing as i got a PR ic.. WELL cool n stunned-.- we did all our best to argue but sadly.. failed.. in the end.. our team played 4v5 game.. lost in the top 16 =(

shagged disappointed... went home n rest >.<" Monday 7th...
had my normal schooling.. was waiting n waiting for my darling to send me msg... to announce shes back in sg! played badminton wif sher n jj at evening my sch.. after tat home sweet home... finally got lovely msg from ling..
=)) was so happy..

8th Tues...
normal schooling + mass projecting...

now life is all abt projects>.<"

i guess its abt it...
back to proj...... SMILE SMILES!~ =))




WHoa! TOday is like greatest achievement in fyp... did so long for the proj=.= lucky tats something out.. but still need redo.. lolx its K at least theres a direction to follow..

Went shopping wif ling after her lesson thn home sweet home...
was really tired tired tired>.<" Awww nvm finally i got to rest at home n train.. wheee
by the way.. i threw ying out of my home xD so angry of her-.- notti gal..

i feeling so down.. so down.. so sad... sooo sad... so many things unable to be explained...
i hope things can juz go smoothly..