§huffles` Memories
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Thursday, May 10, 2007 ( 7:14 AM )
YAWN!!~ MORNING! its so early for today lesson at 8am and i manage to get up the bed wif no one help.. thumb up to myself =D wad make me wanna post tis? me! myself! my mind! my fingers move itselves... they cant tolerate le... so wad am i gonna say? kewl! say something tat i din say before... my sister =)
Well.. wads wif her? u dunno? i dunno myself... kinda wierd ba... the issue is.. she took my cloth to wear and dun wan to wash back for me... it happened on sunday whereby she took my cloth without my acknowledge or even without me knowing it... when i found out.. oOoo ohk loh =) all i request is wash back for me... monday i waited...tuesday i waited... with much nags from me.. my shirts finally appear to my sight on tuesday night... appear! doesnt mean washed... juz thrown on the floor in the kitchen.... oOOoo since its late... nvm i overturn it and put inside bathroom and once again... kindly reminded to get the cloth washed... Everytime i talked to her... u wun get respond from her.. assuming she having "serious sore throat" or rather mute or something... who cares? maybe ear blocked maybe.... nvm.. guess shes not blind... she handle tons of sms daily... kewl(cool)!~ i smsed her... remind her daily.. from sunday... she wun reply u... i doubt she can read or even understand the content ima reading... well... forgive her... when at home i tok to her.. like y din reply my sms.. ans i received from her was "i dun wan to waste my sms" so does tis means she received my msg?
high chance she did... dun wan to waste her sms ah... she tot for granted for me to even sms her.. nth much important but juz to remind her to wash my freaky cloth tat SHE WORE it HAPPILY!! she muz be thinking in her heart.. `WTF wif tis kor kor? fuking irritating naggy... juz a cloth nia cant he wash after i wore? issit very hard? wad for i wash his cloth? everyday nag nag~ knn annoying!' imagine if she realli think like tis... how pain it is in my heart... being so irresponsible is one thing... being such rediculous is another thing... wtf so hard to wash juz a cloth? WTF so hard to wash a cloth when she can rmb to wee bath and everything! daily see my cloth tangling there unwash... waiting for christmas for santa to pass by to wash it....
u say her.. she tak it as irritant.. u dun say her.. she tak it for granted... u remind her.. she tot for fuk? u dun remind her.. u will nv get work done.. or i can say u remind or dun.. work will remain undone...
its being 4 days.. wif my tolerance lvl freaking high also cant ren le.. last night(wednesday) i received a funny sms from her... realli funny... it writes " mp3 wif u? lent me tml " yea short and sweet... wow she do msg me^^ not thinking its actually wasting her 1 sms! whoa... dun u think is funny? she rmb to msg me.. she dare to msg me... but she juz dun wan to wash the cloth she wore and suppose to handwash herself... she know i benig reminding her for tat.. she either FORGOT or DUN BOTHER!! well still got the guts to ask me to lend her mp3.. for her infor i replied tat i lost my mp3 which is true since long... and she din reply le cos she know she wun be able to get a mp3 from me... or maybe she think ima kidding her tot i din lost it but hid it.. not to harsh but i realli think.. if she can find my mp3 or saw it lying around anywhere in my room... i guess i wun even receive the msg on wednesday night but rather see my mp3 gone out of nowhere without even a request to me....
PLEASE~! it is not tat ima petty... cant even help my sis to wash a cloth she wore happily 4 days ago... but she gonna learn rite.. at least wad responsible means? if it can teach her good.. i dun mind open my eye big big waiting wif my arms crossed looking at a shirt i like so much rotting... O_O save me! why is tis so i had to even fan abt... ima busy enuff... i dun hav time for such nonsense.. but seriously.. if she even so call washed my cloth by dumping it into washing machine.. i guess my nerve will all steam and giv her a tight scolding! i told my mum.. nth much juz told her she wore my cloth.. all i request is to wash back.. mum also dun wan tell her.. she know its USELESS! ask me tell her myself... KEWL i din? nah.. i did until i dun wan to even remind her twice a day... when u even tok to her patiently u can wait until u rot.. she can pretend nth actually came across...
I wonder how she can outside home can laff loudly.. tok loudly... smile happily... to her friends.. to him... to her... but cant even smile at home but hanging a 24hrs sulky face.. she feel tat me or mum r pressuring her too much... in terms of tidiness or rather something she r suppose to do..
She tot home is chalet... she dunno tat she actually so fortunate to have mum to tidy the home for her... not as for her room... and me which din even bark at her when she actually do wrong or did stuffs u see le will vomit tat kind... maybe not completely din tell her but rather tell her 2 out of 10 stuffs... how abt the 8 stuffs? i close one eye.. i settle myself... SHE DIN KNOW? or she simply think its alrite... her room i dun care... my room i also close one eye.. basically the house>.>yelling to ying is pretty irritating to me... for wad a sec 3 gal arguing wif a k2 gal for such mini stuff? doesnt know the term of "give in" or rather scare lose... tell me shes not lik tis so notti when she was still drinking milk need mum's care 24hrs once upon time 10 years ago... seriously she dunno wads home n outside world differ in... u wun understand how i feel til u actually experience it... faint o.O
ERm.. wad am i whining herE? my heart is packed.... its realli full... full until my head starting to ache.. ima releasing stress... but doesnt means ima not tolerating...
its thursday le.. shall see today progress... ima not gonna sms her or wadeva in reminding her to wash cloth... let nature tak its course ba =X
hN ah... dun forget the trademark 忍™ Hffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff....... phEW~~~~~~~~~~
time to go sch^^ its late alrdy at least 20min.. as usual.. but still gonna makan fried rice which gonna rdy soon before i go sch.. heH~